001 . Fanático

Can't wait another day

Won't let you get away

Impulsive to be sure

But I'm no slave

It feels too good, just like it should

So I'll keep chasing you around until you give up

Beautiful, make it beautiful so I can't resist

No better time than this awaits

The stars aligned and intertwined

They redefine, control my mind

A promise, it can't hurt

A promise made from dirt

Spend my waking hours digging in

Don't need the ground to keep me down

I'm willing to submit myself again and again and again

Beautiful, make it beautiful so I can't resist

No better time than this awaits

The stars aligned and intertwined

They redefine, control my mind

Just let me out and show me how

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002 . My Piece

Dreams hold you down, twisting fate, twisting you

Lies, gift of words, hold you in, hold you back

Say please, oh please

Fly on, bored and high, can you strive, stay alive

Broken, bruised, and real

Ripped in two, trapped in you

Say please, oh please

Take me for every piece you've ever eyed

Take it as a matter of pride

Hang me on the wall, picture yourself

It's not what you're thinking

My life in this box, to behold and unlock

Poison fills your mind

To numb and drain, nothing's changed

Say please, oh please

Take me for every piece you've ever eyed

Take it as a matter of pride

Hang me on the wall, picture yourself

It's not what you're thinking

You want my piece

Well say please, just say please

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003 . Emoticon

So you couldn't be something special

And you didn't realize your full potential

And it's coming back to you

Give me something to believe in

I'll give you something to rely on

So what's the difference

You know, I better write this down

Where do you go when everyone wants you to disappear

What do you do when everything's undone

and falling apart again

So you can't leave empty handed

But the weight is too much

Give me something I can lean on

I'll give you something you can touch

Where do you go when everyone wants you to disappear

What do you do when everything's undone

and falling apart again

I can't make you what you want to be

I know you can see

What you mean to me

I move silently on 

Where do you go when everyone wants you to disappear

What do you do when everything is tearing you apart

You've waited much too long

You've waited far too long

And now they're getting strong

They'll be sorry when you're gone

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004 . Cocktail

I don't want to be angry

I don't want to fight anymore

I'm ready for the silence now

My mind is eroding

My thoughts go wandering down

And around the outside

I'll stop if you're willing to hold me up and pierce the skin

Whether drowning in a puddle

Or stuck deep inside the middle

I'll believe anything

Second thoughts won't get me high

What are you waiting for

Plug me in and juice me up

What are you waiting for

I can see it the blackness

A tiny light in the darkness

I must be up side down

I don't want to get to heaven

Don't even want to begin

To walk the line you're hanging me from

Go ahead and hide your face

A blind eye turned in disgrace

I will not be erased

Second thoughts won't get me high

What are you waiting for

Plug me in and juice me up

What are you waiting for

A liquid lie

Injected in the vein

To watch me die

Does it heal or hide?

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005 . I'm Not Far Behind

I think I found the door

A hole within these walls

A place I can sneak through

And listen to myself alone

Cuz I'm changing

I'm going to fly

I'm waving, this is my goodbye

I'm not blaming

I'm thanking you for leaving

And I'm not far behind

I tried to take you on

You just slipped away

The hold you had was strong

I feel the grip loosening around me

Cuz I'm changing

I'm going to fly

I'm waving, this is my goodbye

I'm not blaming

I'm thanking you for leaving

And I'm not far behind you

You were my friend

We've reached the end

You fed my soul

Thought you should know I...

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006 . Little Needles

It seems like yesterday

I showed you who I am

That I'm not what you want

That I'm not in your plan now

Cuz I let fear come for me

The mirror don't lie

Reminder of the truth

I try to hide

Little needles in my brain

Stuck with choices I have made

All the moments I replay in my mind

That I can't leave behind

Behind, I keep in mind

It seems like yesterday

I had it all in my hands

But I concede once again

There's nothing I should have

Cuz I let fear comfort me

Your eyes don't lie

Reminder of the hurt

Like suicide

Little needles in my brain

Stuck with choices I have made

All the moments I replay in my mind

I cannot leave behind

I build it up until it brings me to my knees

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007 . Something Wrong (Killing Spree)

It could have been some kind of revelation

Or maybe just a miscommunication

But God made you do it

God put you through it

God made you perfect

You got some mercy you're gonna give

You're gonna fix it, well alright

There must be something wrong with me

If only you can see

A plan for you and me

Inside a killing spree

Hard to believe with everything that I've seen

That I'm the weirdo, you're not the freak, man

Who gets a vote? Who's taking notes? Who's up?

Who's really in charge?

There must be something wrong with me

If only you can see

A plan for you and me

Inside a killing spree

There's something wrong with me

I turn my head, you've made your bed

You broke my heart, you broke apart for me

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008 . Monkey

Do we ever have control before the trigger's pulled

We're out of our heads and into the fold

Just one monkey can make us all crazy

It's just one monkey, yeah

It comes so easily, how does it last?

It's giving me a push and I won't let it pass

Just one monkey will make us all crazy

It's just one monkey, I know it sounds crazy

And he's gonna ride with me tonight

He's gonna make everything right, all right

It's calling me out, can't shut it down

I wanted to believe it's out of my hands

Here come the monkey to make us all crazy

Just one monkey and now we're all crazy

And he's gonna ride with me tonight

He's gonna make everything right

Yeah, he's gonna take it all in stride

Monkey see, monkey do

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009 . All They Reign

They take our time

Spend it well

Never get a moment to reconnect, readjust

Try to make our own way through

While they pull us apart 

Here's one last chance

So hold my hand

Take the leap of faith, come on down

And be worlds away from all they reign

No we can't stay, we can't hide

Never keeping out of sight

While every step, every fall

Taken in by prying eyes

Are we too late? 

They're squeezing so tight

Will we get

Our one last chance

Just hold my hand

Take the leap of faith, come on down

And be worlds away from all they reign

All they take, all the pain

So here we go, there's the way out

With one last chance, we can break out

Just hold my hand, take the leap of faith come on down.

And be worlds away from all they reign

All the shame, all the pain, all they take

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010 . The Wager

You mustn't think too much of me if you think you're right

That you would pass along unknown in my light

You think the answer comes that easy?

With every question that's thrown at me

You chose a path like everybody

But failed to walk it, now your falling

And now you feel you're justified

Your words aren't real

They lie inside to sleep at night

Who cares who's right

You play the game, you place your bet, but lay nothing down

You guess, the spin, the hope to rise above

Your insincerity just shakes the ground

And now you feel you're justified

Your words aren't real

They lie inside to sleep at night

And so you feel you picked a side

A myriagon and you're trapped inside

Until you die and find out why

This belief makes a good compromise

Even if I say otherwise

You pretend to listen

You contend

Then bring it home 

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011 . The Perfect Time

Someday maybe I'll recognize the part you've played

In this rise while you've fallen away and I've been fine

And won back my freedom

And tore down your kingdom

If this is the last time that I will stand here with you

Then this is the perfect time to make our intentions clear

Someday maybe I'll recognize the part you play

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