001 . Adios

Decision weighing on me

Judgement clouding my mind

Just look at what you've started now

How could we understand?

I don't ask why, I don't ask what it means

It may not be as crazy as it seems

A line is drawn, a line is crossed

Are we gonna dig another grave?

The systematic breakdown

A system addicted 

We fail to change ourselves, we pour

The salt to feel the burn

I don't ask why, I don't ask what it means

It may not be as crazy as it seems

A line is drawn, a line is crossed

Are we gonna dig another grave?

Bury the secrets

Extinguish the life

And you know why 

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002 . Pedophile

I was not born afraid

You made me that way

With what you've said and what you've done

It never seems to fade

What you want from me I can't give

But I think you knew

This is what you get

Why a choice when you hate my choice 

You call this a gift

There's no sense in anything at all

I'll break it down, I'll break it all down

I'll take it on, I'll take it on for you

I'll wear it well, just show me how

I just want to make you happy

Let it be, this mortal stain

You can't explain what you've done

But I'm confused

Did you mean those things?

Should I fly, fly away

These are days when I lose myself

When I can't get through

When I look to you

You carry on like there's nothing wrong

Like I should be strong

But I'm barely hanging on

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003 . Face Down

I hate to disappoint you

I hate to make you live like you do

You can't escape the reason

One way only to get you through

So run and hide

It's what you know

And see inside

It's what you get

Just tell me one thing

While you take it face down

Will you beg for it now?

Cause I want to know

Way too apathetic

Living the statistic ensues

With one too many feelings

With nothing left to help you get through

You cheat and lie

It's what you know

How sweet the sound

It's what you get

Just tell me one thing

While you take it face down

Will you beg for it now?

Cause I want to know

I hate to disappoint you

I hate to make you feel like you do

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004 . Last Mistake

I've worked so hard to come this far

Does that mean anything at all?

I stoked the fire, I took control

And now you know I can't give it up

A welcome disease

Force me on my knees

In deeper, now I feel the squeeze

I need to scream out

While drowning in doubt

And this, the last mistake I'll make

I wonder why it passed me by

And how you make it look so easy

I'm underneath it all

I try to read the scrawl in front of me

But I can't quite make it out

A welcome disease

Force me on my knees

In deeper, now I feel the squeeze

I need to scream out

While drowning in doubt

And this, the last mistake I'll make

That I'll make, that I'll make and you can hold me to the fire

I'm on fire, I'm on fire and there's no stopping this course

I've tried so hard

I've worked so hard

And now you know I won't give it up

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005 . Out Like a Soldier

Wandering for far too long

My body's giving up

Feeling every step I take

And every blade and grain

Doing what I can and

What I'm told, so I'm told

Wear the reasons on my shoulders

Praying for daylight

And I swear I'll make it through

What I earn I give to you

Although some may lose their heads

I know I can prevail

Sitting in dark corners alone

Praying for daylight

And I swear I'll make it through

What I earn I give to you

Without question

No question

I swear

Taste of metal, smell of oil

I'm running for my life

Wandering for far too long

And praying for daylight

And I swear I'll make it through

What I earn I give to you

And I swear I'll make it through

What I've earned I give to you

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006 . The Host

I don't think you would believe me

If I told you everything they're conceiving

That you are the one they are deceiving

But you go ahead, keep on believing

Just close your eyes

Those parasites you let inside

Will tear your life apart in time

You're just the host with no control

This is all you've ever known

It comes as no surprise I failed to recognize the signs

Time to start running

I don't think you could forgive me

It's too hard and you're too lazy

So you hold it in, shut it out, let it build, feel it now?

This can't be undone

It's all the same, it's just a game

You gotta play, they're just having a little fun

Those parasites you let inside

They will rip apart your life

You're just the host with no control

This is all you've ever known

It comes as no surprise I failed to recognize the signs

Better start running

So let it out

Put it on me

Their unfulfilled promises

And what your taught

You haven't learned

And you think I'll burn?

Those parasites you let inside

They are ripping up your life

You're just the host with no control

That's okay, it's all you know

It comes as no surprise I failed to recognize the signs

Gotta keep running home

It comes as no surprise

I failed you, I failed you

But we gotta keep running home

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007 . So It Ends

The meaning isn't lost on me

There just doesn't seem to be anything but a memory

That never really meant a thing

Do you find it hard to avoid these things?

Does the truth hurt if you refuse to believe?

I think I need that miracle

Or did you already spend them all

It never was supposed to last this long

Well so it ends

A cryptic message well received

With no excuse or apology

Though it wasn't meant for me 

I'm still taken with the words

That were sent like a fist to the eye

Now that I'm knocked down

Crawling on the ground

Punishment all around

I think I need that miracle

Or did you already spend them all

It never was supposed to last this long

It's time to wake up

The burden's on you

You gotta give me something

Well so it ends

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008 . Lay to Waste

After all we will become the dust

Ignore the signs when they begin to rust

Lost the way along a well lit path

Dress it up to sell it off

Drink the pain right from the trough

I run and you say hold on

When all's said and done

What will we have won?

Nothing is for free

Will you follow me

I'll be back again

To lead you to the end

When all's said and done

I'm the only one

A dying man is all the proof we need

Growing from our mind just like a weed

Lay to rest while we lay all to waste

Bend the truth and break it off

Drink the pain right from the trough

I run and you say hold on

When all's said and done

What will we have won?

Nothing is for free

Unless you follow me

I'll be back again

To lead you to the end

When all's said and done

I'm the only one

I'm willing, am I the only one

I'm willing, but I'm the only one

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